Salam~

Me being lagging really freaked the hell out of me. THERE, I SAID IT! DRAMATICALLY, i guess. Sometimes, i think my 'lagging'ness is so melampau. Like at school, i took my biology file from the shelf and walked back to my desk. And i froze....because i was recalling back what i planned to do. I didnt even sit down since i know nothing to do. Gaaahh, can be seriously annoying. I freeze when i'm lagging or in the middle of mentally-going-to-the-past or so.

The today, the highlight is FORM 4! I dont know...i felt like as if i am a form one student who surprisingly promoted to form four the next year without sitting for pmb! It's like i skipped two grades and when i was having a lesson, i felt that i hadnt done the basic or something. I even got stuck at 1+10 time belajar maths d tadi. Very challenging, very tiring, very difficult, very somehow-over-advanced, very everything negative YET (it's not like i'm going to not have the bright side) i enjoyed it all despite all the negativity.

Na-night. I'm not sleepy though...just going to play with my bracelet and sing silently (bsar2 pun bulih klu nina nda pduli...) while shutting my eyes close. Dear my precious two eyes, i know how tired you are but you two are too ego to tell me that you are tired. I'm only 14, 14 year olds sleep at 9? 10? Entah...but i bet it's not 2 IN THE MORNING!! Pleaseee.... :)

lame.

Currently in love with this songs. Te Wo Tsunagou by Ayaka and Konayuki by Romioromen.

Bye!

23:07